every wander

Knowing it’s almost summer Knowing you’re almost free Free from the tangles of coats The cold winter sting. Now walking outside feels like a dream The blossoms of trees The smell of the breeze The touch of the grass on your fingertips The temperature of the concrete on your feet. And though it rains Afterwards the world feels so clean The shining sun The clear air after the fog The light reflections in the sky Even the people seem more bright Waking up to Spring is just the most wonderful, inspiring thing. -CSV.  

I couldn’t imagine it any other way. Am I content? I’m not sure. I feel that there’s so much more. Too much more. Time is eaten by all these events and activities But what do I want to do. What is there for me to do. What more can I do than these everyday life activities. I feel trapped But free. Free in this trap I’ve created. I’m getting eaten by the bills, the people, the environment. Do I have the power to change anything. I do But will I? No I’m unsurely content. In life is order And this is part of the order of life. I couldn’t imagine it any other way. -CSV