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I'm such an introvert. I decide to spend my days off away from people, but I truly enjoy it. I did a mini-roadtrip by myself today in the country side and it was wonderful; just me, my mind, and the roads ahead. I didn't have to worry about what anyone was thinking about me, I didn't have to worry about filling silence up or thinking about what the other person did or didn't want to do; all I had to think about was where I wanted to go and what I wanted to do the only thing I had to semi-worry about was time until I had to go back to reality and play the part I'm suppose to (a daughter, a girlfriend, a sister, a friend). I don't know if this makes me an introvert or just shows that I don't like being around people. Lol, I'm sure I would get scared, tired, and lonely being by myself all the time but I truly love the times when I'm just with me. It is always nice to share experiences with other people, but not having to worry about the small parts in b...

I was cleaning through my last college backpack and found these cards stuffed in there. The first one I pulled out was my Uncle's. I never really think too much about what he says or have taken it to heart, but reading it at that moment something really struck me. "... Enjoy your life. It's never too late. Go make yourself happy. Have great dreams... " It made me sit there and think and wonder if he feels like it had been too late for him.He's disabled, and has to live with us and stay home all day and there have been times when he mumbles about being stuck and that it's too late for him.  But as he wrote, it's  never  too late. Reading it made me feel like I need to go and do something, the thing I dream and I have to have great dreams because I am able to. It made my heart turn for him, and also made me scared because maybe I do feel like it's already too late and maybe I'm not as happy as I could be making myself. Don't get me wrong t...