Just Life | Introverted

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I'm such an introvert. I decide to spend my days off away from people, but I truly enjoy it. I did a mini-roadtrip by myself today in the country side and it was wonderful; just me, my mind, and the roads ahead. I didn't have to worry about what anyone was thinking about me, I didn't have to worry about filling silence up or thinking about what the other person did or didn't want to do; all I had to think about was where I wanted to go and what I wanted to do the only thing I had to semi-worry about was time until I had to go back to reality and play the part I'm suppose to (a daughter, a girlfriend, a sister, a friend). I don't know if this makes me an introvert or just shows that I don't like being around people. Lol, I'm sure I would get scared, tired, and lonely being by myself all the time but I truly love the times when I'm just with me. It is always nice to share experiences with other people, but not having to worry about the small parts in between (what to eat, what to do, etc.) makes it just a bit more easier.

People are hard to deal with sometimes because everyone's mind is so unique, which (don't get me wrong) I think it's a lovely thing for everyone to be so different. But I'm just saying, I truly found out today how much of an introvert I am and how much I love spending time just by myself. I'm not ashamed to say it anymore, I'm an introvert and I find happiness in solitary times.



Driving down the country road side with these thoughts made me wonder if that's what heaven is going to be like; just this feeling of never-ending happiness and being able to look forward to everything that is ahead at every moment at any given time. It reminded me of this song "Outskirts of Heaven" by Craig Campbell because "Lord when I die I wanna live on the outskirts of Heaven where there's dirt roads for miles, hay in the fields and fish in the river, where there's dogwood trees and honey bees and blue skies and green grass forever."

The country roads led me to Buffalo lake :) 

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