Just Life | Something lingering my mind

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This question has been bugging me, tapping on my brain whenever there's free time on hand. It makes my mind run far away from where it is trying to get to where it wants to be. But for those who are lost, when was it that we stopped chasing after our dreams? When was it that we decided that it was unobtainable? It's so far now that I can't even remember what my dream or passion was. What is my purpose now?

I had a conversation the other day with one of my colleagues, and he mentioned that he found his purpose in life was to help people. I also want to help people, but to narrow it down, I want to help people find the beauty within herself or himself. But is that my passion and dream? My purpose?

I think about what parents dream their kids to be. I'm sure every parent dreams that their kid will have a passion and will pursue it with his or her whole heart. It makes me wonder if my parents can see that I'm lost, and haven't found my passion or didn't follow the dream I had (whatever it was). I'm sure they can. So what is it that I should do now. I'm twenty three and still haven't found what makes me...me. Life shouldn't be something that is just thrown at you, it should be something that you make. So I've been lost on what I should do, and what I'm passionate for. So the lingering question that has been on my mind...when did I stop chasing after my dream and what is it that I'm passionate for?...  -CSV



Some old photos for these lingering thoughts - winter '13-'14

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